A lawyer talking to law school graduates at the University of Texas lamented that one of the most difficult parts of her job is to try and sort out, in any murder case, who lives, and who dies, and most importantly, who gets to decide. Is it the lawyers, the judges, the juries, or is the decision made by the police when they begin their investigation. We all know the consequences are not the same in every case. We all know the law is not perfect.
This lawyer has seen some who live and some who die. She has seen the decision be made in some cases by lawyers and the force of their arguments, and in some cases by judges and their sentencing philosophies, and in other cases by juries and their sense of revenge or their sense of leniency.
But despite the differences, when this lawyer took the oath of office to uphold the law she took an oath to be obedient to the law.
John’s gospel this morning is asking that we who profess to be Christians be obedient to Jesus’ command. That we also know life and things like blessings and joys, grace and hope are not always in our control. Any more than death and struggles and pain and grief and worry and fear are ultimately in our control.
But we trust in our Lord. We trust Jesus when he commands us to abide in his love. We trust him when he tells us the best way to do this is to keep God’s commandments. Keeping Gods commandments insures we will abide in God’s love.
As Christians we believe God’s law, unlike human law, is perfect. We live in that perfection when we live God’s greatest commandment, loving one another as he has loved each of us. But, this is not all we believe.
As professing Christian’s, we believe that God is sovereign. That God’s law is absolute, ultimate, and perfect. We believe that God is our loving Lord, the ruler of the universe as well as the powers and principalities of this world and the next and that we are called by God to be God’s children.
As professing Christians, we believe in God’s providence. We believe that in all things and all times, good and bad, God will provide for us. God will provide for us, not as we desire, but as God sees fit. We believe that God’s providence is good.
As professing Christians we are called by God to follow Jesus, to live our lives following his example. Jesus’ life was lived more perfectly than any human can live it, for he lived in complete and unwavering obedience to God. Sure, there were times he cried out to God, but in all things he asked that God’s will be done.
This may be out greatest struggle. Living obediently is so hard and we confess, sometimes we simply cannot even make ourselves be obedient. We sin. Our nature is as an evil, sinful, obstinate, selfish human being.
Yet, despite the truth of our existence, God chose to help us. We have received God’s son, who shows us the way to the truth and the light. Jesus shows us the way to stop sin, the way to live with and for God and the way to a life of obedience to God’s commands.
Years ago, during the “Iranian Hostage Crisis” one author said that he had a conversation with a woman, a secretary at the university where he worked; who told him that she had gotten to know a graduate student from Iran. She had even received him into her home where he lived with her family.
Because of the Iranian revolution, his funds had been cut off and she was trying to find him odd jobs in town to help him support himself. He heard her story when she tried to get him to hire the young man to work in his yard. “Does he support the revolution and the taking of the hostages?” I asked. “He thinks it’s all just wonderful,” she replied.
“Well I think it’s rather remarkable that you have befriended him as he supports enemies to our country who are holding our citizens captive and that you are working to help him out, that you have received him into your home. How did you come to do that?” he asked in amazement.
She slammed her fist down on her desk saying, “I don’t get to decide because I am a Christian. You think this is easy?”
This woman understood obedience. She doesn’t get to decide who God loves. She doesn’t get to decide who Jesus loves. Her job, and ours, is to be obedient, to follow Jesus’ commandment that we love one another as Jesus loved us. That we love each and every one God sends our way. We don’t get to decide who lives and who dies. Our job is to be faithful and obedient to God’s insistence we love. We know loving is not always easy.
Yet, In the midst of the sometimes harsh reality of this calling, there is good news. For you see dear friends, Sunday always comes! The day God gave us for worship always comes. It is the day the Lord has made and we are to rejoice and be glad in it. For when Sunday comes we have the chance to remember our vow of obedience, to take stock of when we have loved, when we could have loved without strings attached, and also when we did not love as Jesus’ expects.
This month there will be many graduations in and around Austin. Not only from school, but there will be graduations from families too, as folks leave home for college, or the military, or to get married, or to go off to work. There will be graduations from careers as people get laid off or retire or burn out and start something new. Even death is a graduation of sorts, a graduation from this imperfect life to a more perfect one.
Who lives, who dies, who decides? I don’t know. It is simply not ours to say. Our calling is different. Jesus commands his disciples to follow him, to be obedient and to love him by living as he lived. Even to death on the cross.
Clint Eastwood has acted and directed in a number of great movies. One of my favorites is Gran Torino. In it Eastwood stars as Korean War veteran, Walt Kowalski, a deeply unhappy and tormented man incapable of dealing with the decline and decay of his world. Walt cannot cope with change, and his only reaction is anger and blatant racism.
Walt’s physical and emotional decline parallels the decline he sees in society, and in particular his own neighborhood. When an Asian family moves in next door, Walt feels nothing but contempt and hatred for those he deems something less than human.
The teenage son next door becomes the target of street gangs and is forced into trying to steal Walt’s only prized possession, his 1972 Gran Torino. Walt is livid. But he figures things out quickly and realizes his greatest threat is from the street gang that bullied the teenage boy to attempt to steal his car.
Defending this new threat to his property, Walt finds himself helping his neighbors against the gang. To his surprise they treat him with the utmost gratitude and thanksgiving. Initially put of by their praise, Walt slowly accepts their appreciation. Even more slowly, he begins to care about what happens to them.
Without meaning to, Walt becomes a protector and hero to the family and the salvation of the teenage boy becomes Walt’s mission in life. People who meant nothing to Walt, in fact, people he despised and reviled, become his reason for living. Love discovers Walt and he takes up his cross for a greater good.
Being obedient, we do not decide who is in, who is out, or who is worthy. No, our grounding purpose is to be obedient. And finding the only real purpose possible as a Christian, we love the others God sends our way so we may ultimately know God’s love.
We then discover we are willing to sacrifice our own lives as we care for our enemies, those we see as less than human, even those we despise and revile, to prove such love. This is the life we have chosen when we took our Christian vows.
We enter this new life each day by being in the arms of the one who first loved us, our God almighty. We may stay in those arms each moment of each day in simple whispered words of faithful prayer and worship, in steady attentive study of God’s word and in simple humble acts of love.
Jesus promises us, “As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love.”
In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit, one God, now and forever, Amen 051312.gpc